Saturday, October 15, 2005

how cool

wow! 54 people have viewed my profile. but i'm sure they'd be very disappointed seeing all the boring stuff that i write in here. that's just the way my life is at the moment.

it's all pretty much, sleep, work, uni, sleep, work, uni.

And then I COMPLAIN. I complain about a lot of things actually... but i'm female and i write in a blog... that's pretty much all i feel like writing right now... hahaha

oh wait, i got an ipod nano and it's pretty cool. i've been able to take it with me when i go jogging and it's awesome coz it really gives me alot of energy to keep on going that extra bit further. i like to play the WILD FM megamixes to get my blood running. hahaha

what else what else. oh yeah i just finished two major pieces of assessment for uni and then i have 1 assignment and 2 exams after that. but i was annoyed when i got a result from one of my group assignments and it was 76%. sure, that equals out into a GPA of 6 but i wanted a 7 - i wanted at least 86% or above. i was so angry. my group deserve so much better for our grade. it's really frustrating finding that all your hard work was jack all.

the subject was immigration law and the topic was trafficking in of women for sexual servitude. we did so well covering our bases. i made a kick ass powerpoint presentation that had animations and all and was just good and we still got a s&^t house mark. i want to complain. i want to yell out really loud... but i won't. i need to move on. . i think my tutor doesn't think very highly of me. after the tute, he said, "that was a very animated presentation" - now, you can interpret this quote in two ways.

1) it was good
2) he was being sarcastic.

How did I interpret it?

- I interpreted it in a good way... but after seeing the result... i think it was option 2.
Just thinking back on it - he didn't even mention the powerpoint presentation and if it was good or not during question time and he didn't even look at me when he said it. so i don't think he was impressed.

i kept getting the feeling that he wanted us to focus our attention of one aspect of the topic but instead we gave a general overview. i don't think that's hardly fair. i don't believe we deserved that mark.

OH yeah and another thing that really pissed me off.
there was a guy (the guy who i've been eyeing since beginning of semester) - and he sat right in the front row and half way during our presentation, he fell asleep! right in the front row! nobody else but him fell asleep. Everyone was wrapped up in the cool animations and content but he just leant back in his chair and closed his eyes in full view of us. that is a big no no!

Thanks god i wasn't speaking in the presentation coz if I was - i would have walked up to him, clicked my fingers in his face and calmly said, 'pay attention' - and then continue to present my bit because NOBODY would be falling asleep in my presentation.

that would have showed him. i really don't like him now. that's a really bad character trait - to just blatantly fall asleep in the front row while someone is doing a presentation shows that he thinks he's better than all of us and that we're nothing. all of sudden, he doesn't look so hot anymore. so i have resolved to not attending the lecture and tute next week coz i don't want to stare at his face.

That really disappointed me because i thought he'd be nice - i mean - if you are fricking going to fall asleep - go and fall asleep in the back row or don't even attend at all - what a jackass.

so i no longer have any love interest at uni. i shall resolve myself to disappointment till i either get something good in my life or move to another part of the world.

okay peace out