A place to vent what i'm thinking and feeling

next plan

my plan for this week:

monday: work, get jamiroquai cd
tuesday: group work, assignment work, uni
wednesday: work, law revue
thursday: group work, assigment work
friday: work, assignment,
saturday: assignment, optometrist, haircut, [tba]
sunday: father's day? [tba]

what a boring week.

other news:
I've been getting very stressed and frustrated for the past couple of weeks. I think the pressure of work and uni have hit me like a tonne of bricks. the load is so heavy and i'm trying my best to keep up. plus there is the added distraction of a good looking guy that i always seem to see every time I'm at uni. It seriously annoys me because distraction seems to rear its head every time I'm in study mode. and that's not good news. however, this leads me to question whether I keep bumping into this person for a reason? only time will tell.

Also: i'm completely sick and tired of my stupid hair. it doesn't behave and do what it's told. Also I need to shed some pounds ASAP before Summer comes but I just don't have time. I'm not getting adequate sleep, I've got assignments due and at uni, there are so many smart people that i feel really insignificant. The people in my working groups for instance are really clever and i feel that everytime I talk, I am speaking total and utter gibberish. I have come to the conclusion that I am going through a phase of self-doubt, lack of confidence and feeling very unattractive.

At least I know that the next step for this is to get completely off my ass and do something about it. It will be best though if I just continue on working and something good will come along soon.

peace out.

posted by MissDixie @ 2:37 pm 0 comments

geez! one month of absence is not good.

Well to fill you in, I have been working away conscientiously (spelling?) for the past month at my new job and now things have settled down, i'm now settled in and it's all good. Except for the uni stuff. Uni has commenced yet again and now I'm studying at two uni's. QUT and UQ.

I think i prefer UQ better just because i'm more familiar with it. QUT's teaching methods are actually not as good as I thought they were at the beginning. Sure, they have better 'technology' and more organised lecture notes etc. but their methods are just not up to par with UQ. QUT is a bit confusing to get around as well.

C Block is nowhere near A block or B block. And S block is beside Z Block and ack! there's too many walkways and too much concrete to give me a headache.

nonetheless the best thing about this uni is that they have cheap binding that UQ. UQ is a rip off with stuff like that. And the guys at QUT are also good looking which is always good news for me.

Sure, UQ guys are good looking too, especially in my law faculty, but it just seems that all the hot guys are grouped together in QUT whereas in UQ, they are a bit more spread out all over the place.

And at QUT...[to be continued]

posted by MissDixie @ 4:39 pm 0 comments